2006

I do not wish to bring up this matter but he forced me with no choice!

In 2006 he also claimed he was super busy with work and I was pregnant.

Guess what, the number of smses in his phone was countless and all about sex and lust!

All those sms I would never get from him as I did not know my hubby can be so loving and sweet talk whispering to woman!!

He will never say such thing to me but he did it to other woman!

Then he brings up having third kid, haha, he might be dreaming right? As a woman who is in the right mind and how he has treated me now, do you think I can sacrifice again for him?
I AM REALLY VERY UPSET TODAY AND FEEL LIKE LEAVING THIS MARRIAGE~~

he will always comment or criticise me saying I was not sensitive and caring towards him and I can lose temper with the kids sand so on..

Who cause me to behave like that?

I NEARLY HAD DEPRESSION IN 2006 AND UNTIL NOW LUCKILY GOD SAVED ME KNOWING I NEED TO SURVIVE FOR MY TWO GALS.

not optimistic to stay together till old age

Today I smsed him over buying something and there was no reply from him. So I asked why and where he is. He called me hours later and screamed at me, saying he is super busy and what do I want! Of course I have no mood to talk anymore.

Why must he react like that? I cannot ask him as his wife? He always feels I am interrogating him and asking silly questions.

Then he prefer I do nothing?
I have no faith anymore in this marriage.

he will not sms me during the day and ask me how is my day and if I sms him he find me a bother!

When we went out with or without kids, he will walk as if I am the maid follow behind him and walk like the air of Mr Universe!
he will my touch me or forget about holding my hand! Really envy those old couple still so loving when I go out. He will give excuse he needs to handle the kids but no kids with us, he will walk with his arms folded or behind his back like those proud lord!! hate his snobbish look!

Do I or we have to continue to endure??