Love him?

maybe some of you will ask me whether I still love him?

Do I ? If there is no love, then it is difficult to stay together. I admit there is but I need time to slowly regain and commit to it.

I feel he is not loving me as much and I guess this is understood. He has "loved" someone before and what more do I expect him to return to me 100%?

If he has loved me 100% in the first place, would he have done that? Is it just lust? Or just fling? But won't the family and our long-standing relationship overcome his lust or desire?

What does he want?